I don’t use make-up brushes nor powder to fill in my eyebrows because I don’t really have eyebrows. I draw mine on, so I can’t help you out there!
Okay so today I made target for the third month in a row, meaning that I have achieved 4/5 targets since my commencement of employment AND I have also achieved my new money target again which means that sweet sweet $1000 Christmas bonus is all mine on top of my regular bonus. I am so stoked.
(Cont from before) Last night when I was in bed, every time as I was just about to finally fall asleep I kept thinking I could hear his car coming down my street. I love him deeply with my whole heart and I cannot be without him, I can’t function without him. I feel empty and I have no idea what I’m meant to do :( I can’t let go
Wow. I am really sorry that someone who you care about has treated you like this! Sleeping with someone after breaking up with them is probably the worst thing you can possibly do, but I am not going to address that because I am sure that is something you already know. I understand exactly how you feel though, and for now, it’s time to look after yourself so you can begin to heal and move on with your life. It’s not healthy at all to be that dependent on someone and you can function without him. This man is not the be-all-and-end-all. You will love again, and you will be happy again, without him. You can let go, it’s probably that you just don’t want to. The most important thing, and although it sucks, is to accept that the relationship has run it’s course and it is over. It is time to heal.
You’re going to feel like shit for the next couple of days, weeks, maybe even months. Use this negative energy though, and channel it into something positive. Hang out with your girlfriends - they’ll be there for you. If you need to cry, cry and get it all out of your system. Right now it’s time to be a little selfish and do things that are simply just for you. If you have the new iPhone software, block his number. Block him off Facebook, Instagram and any other social networking sites you have him on. Get your nails done, do your hair, buy some nice new underwear/clothing and enjoy the fact you no longer have to spend $25 at MacDonalds when you go through the drive-through with him.
I am not really good at advice when it comes to something like this. I found it fairly easy to move on at the end of my previous relationship because we were fighting everyday for a solid month and I got over being treated so poorly. I ended up finding someone who I click with perfectly in the end. There are plenty of fish in the sea :)
I currently live in the outskirts of Newcastle and we are looking at houses in the same area. We have found some gorgeous old places that have been renovated inside. We’ve also applied for a property on Beaumont Street however I am not super keen on it because of on street parking. We have two and a half weeks to find a place and I’m really excited to officially have Dylan stay with me!
So today at work I had a one on one with my site manager and my team leader. Everyone in the office had one and everyone was dreading it but I am not sure why because I had awesome feedback about my performance. I am really stoked as I really appreciated the fact that my boss took the time to sit down with me for half an hour to discuss where I was headed and how she can better support me getting there. It was good to be recognized for performing well.
Another one from last Saturday’s shoot! Lauren Horwood Photography is amazing!
Yay! Cracked 10,000 notes!
Dylan got his left sleeve finished today and his elbow is truely a sight to behold. Looks like a quiet night in for both of us with a massive day of house hunting tomorrow!
Um Elora and I knew of each other from myspace, and we were in the same social group. We went to TAFE together and sat next to each other in Society and Culture. I started going out in town a bit more and we would run into each other and before long we were hanging out every day when I wasn’t working. We decided to move in together after it became apparent that we could fart in front of each other without feeling awkward.
No, our good friend Kate took the room that was left over. Dylan lives with me unofficially in my room. Well not really lives but stays with me, has all his clothing here and has not stayed at his parents place in two and a half months, hahaha.
Dylan is a chef but it’s cool because he doesn’t work the shit hours that is normally associated with someone being a chef! It also means that when he cooks he can do fancy things like cut stuff up really fast, and he talks about knives in a kind of creepy loving way. I am going to ignore the statement on the end.